Growing up, I always believed beauty took a distant second to having good qualities. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I believed a guy would appreciate me if I was decent, studious and nice more than if I was beautiful. Hmmmmmmm, I have kinda softened on that stance cos the looks will attract the person to you. Unfortunately, I grasped that too late so I have really become lazy about my looks.

Sometimes I long to be that girl that will drive to the furtherest part of town to have her hair done by a certain hairdresser just because the person does the best hair, I long to be that girl that never has chipped nail polish. Fit, really into her looks and always glamorous .... I long to be that girl. The other times, I resent her ... why spend so much time and money on silly things? How many men do I possibly need in this lifetime? Why be so particular about looks etc?

I don't know.

But this year is a year of change and I will embrace change a little bit at a time. My first step - my teeth. Damn these teeth are so jacked up. I have had dental insurance for a long time, why then have I never got my teeth fixed? I really cannot answer that satisfactorily so let me just be quiet. So I have already found a dentist and I will make sure I get the braces I need this year. I just love beautiful smiles. Hopefully I will talk about my visits to the dentist in "The chronicles of the pretty smile" and then I will move to the next goal I want to achieve.

So thats that. I have had a pretty decent Monday. Hope the rest of my week is just as nice. Hope you have a nice week too!
Lala

posted by lala @ 10:06 PM

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