A little achy from working out, I just realized how moody I'm feeling. I have been moody lately and that always happens to me when I miss appointments and stuff. Generally, when I don't live up to expectations. I was supposed to go to the orthodontist on Monday and I couldn't get out of bed. That left me so depressed and then I started thinking of so many other things floating around in my mind.

Things like the fact that I have done nothing towards my wedding besides tearing out dresses and other stuff I like out of magazines. Firstly, I don't even know if I want a big wedding. I really want to be able to share that day with my loved ones and honey's loved one but I don't know how to achieve that without a traditionally whitey type wedding.
I need to lose some (scratch that, a lot) of weight in order to look good and right now, I am moving at a snail's place and I don't think that would cut it, at all.

The weather also tends to leave me a little bluesy, don't know why. I know, I know all those explanations about why it happens. True it does happen. So, so far, here I am worrying about everything under the sun and moon and I don't know where to start.

I got it, I need a lifecoach. Someone that can point out all my mistakes and tell me how to do better. Ok, one more thing to do. Anyway, I need suggestions. Please help

lala

posted by lala @ 7:01 PM

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