I know this girl who in my opinion is loud, boastful and tends to embellish things a lot. I don't know what to make of somebody who announces to everybody that she's getting married on a public website with no date fixed! I think thats kinda putting the horse before the cart. Your close friends, yes but on a public forum, I think one should wait until 99% of things are fixed.

I admit it, I'm not most girls ... I'm not big on guys, don't get me wrong I have male friends, have had lovers but I'm just not the flirting kind, I get bored easily with guys and in turn, not too many guys like me. I'm not so big on clothes, shoes etc I like them but I would not go out of my way to buy them.

I love conversations that open me up to new ideas and I dislike cheerleading friends. I expect my friend to tell me when I'm fucking up, don't let me act a fool!!!! In turn, I call it the way I see it. Many people bristle at that, if you disagree with them, automatically you hate them (in their opinion) and they get an attitude. Forgive me if I don't understand why people don't think there is room for improvement in them

Now don't get me wrong, I'm not saying I dissect and judge people all the time. As a matter of fact, I'm very laid back and comfortable to be around but I don't want to be mediocre. I want people around me that will make me want to be a better person

So back to the story, that is if I had one. This girl huffs and puffs, tries to throw some cheap shots but you know I set her straight and all but I guess the one question I have to ask myself honestly is

"Why does she get on my nerves so much???" I don't understand why. Granted we have a history but we weren't close really or anything so I don't know why I'm so pissed. I honestly would like to know why everything she does drives me up the wall and better still, how to learn to ignore her.

Why the hell does it bother me??????

posted by lala @ 10:25 PM

2 Comments:

At Fri Apr 27, 01:19:00 AM 2007, Azuka said…

There're some people we just keep trying to ignore. Life's that way...
At Mon Apr 30, 12:24:00 PM 2007, Anonymous said…

Why does it bother you...I have no idea, but some people tend to just get the best of us even when we don't want them to. With people like that through time and self growth and self understanding they are just who they are and that won't make a difference in your mind.